Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Catch me - Demi Lovato

Catch Me - Demi Lovato
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Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me
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Ok... so this song is By Demi Lovato... A disney star, but I really like it... it's really catching, and I feel like that about now. ^_^ It's a really sweet song, the lyrics are clever, I really like it! I'm staying at Nilsa's house for Camp, and she showed it to me, it's been stuck in my head all week. P= "You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep..." I seriously like... Can't sleep I can't stop thinking about everything. P= (well, that and It's too much like a sleepover and Nilsa and I can't stop talking. XD Lol. But yea... >.<)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble
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I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Hmmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Hmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get

Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
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Totally agree with this song, I know that I could love someone fully and be great with someone, I just... haven't found that person who makes me that person, who I could become that for. "I Guess It's Half Time, And The Other Half's Luck" and I just... Haven't met you yet.
Can't wait till I do

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Always look on the bright side of life-From Monty Python's Life of Brian

Always look on the bright side of life (From Monty Python's Life of Brian)
words and music by Eric Idle
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Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath
Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...
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I love the sarcastic edge of this song, Monty Python is great that way. It's really true though, life sucks, death sucks worse, deal with it and be happy. My favorite part is this here - "Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it, Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true. You'll see it's all a show. Keep 'em laughing as you go, Just remember that the last laugh is on you." It's very true. 

Always try to look on the bright side. I mean, what's the point in wallowing and being sad when you only have so much life to live? Why spend all your time in some pit of despair, just... - "If life seems jolly rotten, There's something you've forgotten, And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing"

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Say Anything - Good Charlotte

Say Anything - Good Charlotte
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Here I am on
The phone again and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know
The sound of a smile
In your voice
But right now
All I feel
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
And now I'm wondering
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We made noise till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
Down, down, down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

(Please) Don't say a word
I know you feel the same (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
(Please) Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
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I picked this song... because I feel like me and my best friend - the closest person to me in the whole world - my sister, if not by blood - are growing apart... And it kills me because she's always been the most important thing to me in the world, and it's like she just doesn't care anymore... About anything but her half-cocked internet relationships. About every few months I get fed up and try to work things out, we have a really long talk/almost fight, and we both make promises, things look like they will be better, and they never are. But I really care about her and I can't lose her. I don't know who I would be without her. My friends don't even know how to describe me without her. I miss her... But I feel like she just doesn't care.
On the advice of another friend I am trying to back off for a while... Give her a chance to miss me... But I don't know how to do this... I don't know what my life is without her, I wouldn't be ME without her. But... She can't even put in the effort to call me once in a while, or even text me back. She says how much she cares, but... I have trouble believing her...
It's like nothing matters to her anymore. She says she's trying to work through some shit and cna't deal with extra drama, but Not everything about me is drama. And she, instead of telling me ANYTHING, was avoiding me. And that kills me. How do I do this? How do I live without you? You've always been the one I can run to for help, but Now I can't. You won't even respond. I will always care about you, but... I need my best friend. And if you don't care anymore... You have to tell me so I can stop waiting.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Penny's Song - Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Penny's Song
Music by Jed Whedon
Lyrics by Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon
Performed by Felicia Day
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Here’s a story of a girl
Who grew up lost and lonely
Thinking love was fairytale
And trouble was made only for me

Even in the darkness
Every color can be found
And every day of rain
Brings water flowing
To things growing in the ground

Grief replaced with pity
For a city barely coping
Dreams are easy to achieve
If hope is all I’m hoping to be

Anytime you’re hurt there’s one
Who has it worse around
And every drop of rain
Will keep you growing
Seeds you’re sowing in the ground

So keep your head up Billy, buddy
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Well, thre's always my first note of, Dr. Horrible Is amazing. It's sad, but really good. Joss Whedon is a brilliant person. But anyways. I picked this one because I fell like this a lot. It's the two conflicting sides of me, the one who is dismal and feels like Love is a fairytale never meant to happen to me though I want it dearly. Who feels like People always say you can be or do whatever you want, but if you tell someone you want to be something that isn't practical, they all oppose and tell you to do something better. I mean... being a musician for example, you have no guarantee that you can make it, no guarantee of anything, so dreams are easy to achieve, if all you want to do is hope. But then there's the other side of me who knows there are always people who have it worse off, who are more hurt than you. Even in the darkness every color can be found, you can still see everything that's been good when you're in the darkest places in your mind, or your life. You just have to believe, hope, know that if you really believe and try things can and will get better, and you can have your dream, or the fairytale love.

But sometimes it gets hard to believe. Just gotta keep Hoping.

Friday, July 9, 2010

Stand in the Rain - Superchic[k]

Stand in the Rain - Superchic[k]
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She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
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I love this song, because it takes that feeling that all of us have at one time or another, the fear of moving forward and taking another step, being so sad or depressed you just want to freak out and cry, but can't becaues you know if you start it won't ever stop. It takes that feeling and tells us to be strong, hold on and you'll make it through everything. Stand in the rain, because no one can see your tears, but once you're through you can come back to the world and though the only way out is through everything you were afraid of in the first place... Maybe now you'll have the strength to beat it.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra Ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma Roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want you drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
A bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cuz you’re a criminal
As long as you’re mine
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertigo shtick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you’re sick
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you (’Cuz I’m a free bitch baby)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad romance
Your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk passion baby work it
I’m a free bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revenge
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
(Want your bad romance
I want your bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
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So, A) Lady GaGa is awesome. XD But B) I had a dream that played in my mind like the shoujo anime i've been watching, but of my life. It was really nice... I miss it now, I'm still waiting for the love stuff to happen in my life. =/ It would be kinda nice if I could live a while like my dream, happy and in love. But ya know, I gotta live with the life I've made, Right?

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

No Rain - Blind Melon

No Rain - Blind Melons
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
Escape......escape......escape......
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane
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Well, my life is pretty weird, but deep down, the substance of it, I would like someone to say to me "I'll always be there when you wake" Maybe that's just boring, but a little love in my life would be nice. I do read to stay awake and escape from the world I'm in. I love rain, and complain when there's none, and I always (depending on who you talk to - too much) Speak my mind, and in some people's minds it's not sane. But I'm me and love it, and I'm content to watch the puddles gather rain. =D

Thunder - Boys like Girls

Thuder - Boys like Girls
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Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
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This song is brought on by a couple of things. First is the damned rain that has left me with a never-ending pressure headache. =/ Second is I just love this song, it's really sweet. <3 But third (and the important one) is that sometimes i just feel like life is running away with me and there's nothing I can do about it. I've never liked feeling helpless, and I too often am. When it concerns other people there is often just... nothing you can do. But I think the message of the song is yeah, life drags you along by the belt loop, but i've got you, so bring it on.