When it all falls Apart - The Veronicas

When it all falls Apart - The Veronicas
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I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream
'cause baby

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No



Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up
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(I'm doin a second due to the fail lack of posting recently. X3)
So, everyone has those days. Those days where everything just SUCKS. Where nothing goes your way, every little thing drives absolutely mad. And that's all made worse if you don't have someone to rant to and complain about how bad your day was, and often... Get to the deeper issue hiding behind the mood that often causes the bad day.
Then afterward there's always regrets or frustrations, like... Why did I do that? Why DIDN'T I do that? (And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead) ) And that always inevitably makes the day, that you didn't think was possible, worse.

The Geeks Get the Girls - American Hi-Fi

The Geeks Get the Girls - American Hi-Fi
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Another Friday night, to get the feeling right
At the bar when he sees her coming over
What you gonna do, if she walks up to you
Tongue tied better get yourself together
Pound another drink, to give him time to think
What's your sign hey I think you know a friend of mine
All the stupid lines, that he had ever heard
Wouldn't come to mind he couldn't say a word

Tonight tonight, he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

Got her holding steady, forget her name already
Sweatin' hard not a smooth operator
She's got it going on, dancing to her favorite song
He's got the line is it your place or mine
She turns and walks away, where did he go wrong?
But waiting by the car, she says what took you so long

Tonight tonight, he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

The very next day, he guessed she ran away
The one and only in his bed so lonely
But she comes walking in, with coffee and a grin
Crazy as it seems, it wasn't just a dream
And all around the world, people shout it out
The geeks got the girl

Last night he finally got it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
Shout it all around the world 'cause the geeks get the girls
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Hahaha, so this song is awesome, And I think it's totally right. I mean, Most of my friends are geeks, and They are so much nicer than most guys. And it's like... A lot of guys just Expect stuff. They just know it's gonna happen, but the surprise (Crazy as it seems, it wasn't just a dream) is totally true. I don't quite like at the end calling the geek Loser and Freak, but I think he's just speaking for what the rest of the world thinks, like he's just proving them wrong. ;)
Plus... I'm a geek, so it's like reversed for me, but this is just a really sweet song. :3

Catch me - Demi Lovato

Catch Me - Demi Lovato
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Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me
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Ok... so this song is By Demi Lovato... A disney star, but I really like it... it's really catching, and I feel like that about now. ^_^ It's a really sweet song, the lyrics are clever, I really like it! I'm staying at Nilsa's house for Camp, and she showed it to me, it's been stuck in my head all week. P= "You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep..." I seriously like... Can't sleep I can't stop thinking about everything. P= (well, that and It's too much like a sleepover and Nilsa and I can't stop talking. XD Lol. But yea... >.<)

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble
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I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Hmmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Hmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get

Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
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Totally agree with this song, I know that I could love someone fully and be great with someone, I just... haven't found that person who makes me that person, who I could become that for. "I Guess It's Half Time, And The Other Half's Luck" and I just... Haven't met you yet.
Can't wait till I do

Always look on the bright side of life-From Monty Python's Life of Brian

Always look on the bright side of life (From Monty Python's Life of Brian)
words and music by Eric Idle
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Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...

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I love the sarcastic edge of this song, Monty Python is great that way. It's really true though, life sucks, death sucks worse, deal with it and be happy. My favorite part is this here - "Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it, Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true. You'll see it's all a show. Keep 'em laughing as you go, Just remember that the last laugh is on you." It's very true. 
Always try to look on the bright side. I mean, what's the point in wallowing and being sad when you only have so much life to live? Why spend all your time in some pit of despair, just... - "If life seems jolly rotten, There's something you've forgotten, And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing"

Say Anything - Good Charlotte

Say Anything - Good Charlotte
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Here I am on
The phone again and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know
The sound of a smile
In your voice
But right now
All I feel
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
And now I'm wondering
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We made noise till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
Down, down, down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

(Please) Don't say a word
I know you feel the same (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
(Please) Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
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I picked this song... because I feel like me and my best friend - the closest person to me in the whole world - my sister, if not by blood - are growing apart... And it kills me because she's always been the most important thing to me in the world, and it's like she just doesn't care anymore... About anything but her half-cocked internet relationships. About every few months I get fed up and try to work things out, we have a really long talk/almost fight, and we both make promises, things look like they will be better, and they never are. But I really care about her and I can't lose her. I don't know who I would be without her. My friends don't even know how to describe me without her. I miss her... But I feel like she just doesn't care.
On the advice of another friend I am trying to back off for a while... Give her a chance to miss me... But I don't know how to do this... I don't know what my life is without her, I wouldn't be ME without her. But... She can't even put in the effort to call me once in a while, or even text me back. She says how much she cares, but... I have trouble believing her...
It's like nothing matters to her anymore. She says she's trying to work through some shit and cna't deal with extra drama, but Not everything about me is drama. And she, instead of telling me ANYTHING, was avoiding me. And that kills me. How do I do this? How do I live without you? You've always been the one I can run to for help, but Now I can't. You won't even respond. I will always care about you, but... I need my best friend. And if you don't care anymore... You have to tell me so I can stop waiting.

Penny's Song - Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Penny's Song
Music by Jed Whedon
Lyrics by Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon
Performed by Felicia Day
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Here’s a story of a girl
Who grew up lost and lonely
Thinking love was fairytale
And trouble was made only for me

Even in the darkness
Every color can be found
And every day of rain
Brings water flowing
To things growing in the ground

Grief replaced with pity
For a city barely coping
Dreams are easy to achieve
If hope is all I’m hoping to be

Anytime you’re hurt there’s one
Who has it worse around
And every drop of rain
Will keep you growing
Seeds you’re sowing in the ground

So keep your head up Billy, buddy
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Well, thre's always my first note of, Dr. Horrible Is amazing. It's sad, but really good. Joss Whedon is a brilliant person. But anyways. I picked this one because I fell like this a lot. It's the two conflicting sides of me, the one who is dismal and feels like Love is a fairytale never meant to happen to me though I want it dearly. Who feels like People always say you can be or do whatever you want, but if you tell someone you want to be something that isn't practical, they all oppose and tell you to do something better. I mean... being a musician for example, you have no guarantee that you can make it, no guarantee of anything, so dreams are easy to achieve, if all you want to do is hope. But then there's the other side of me who knows there are always people who have it worse off, who are more hurt than you. Even in the darkness every color can be found, you can still see everything that's been good when you're in the darkest places in your mind, or your life. You just have to believe, hope, know that if you really believe and try things can and will get better, and you can have your dream, or the fairytale love.

But sometimes it gets hard to believe. Just gotta keep Hoping.

Stand in the Rain - Superchic[k]

Stand in the Rain - Superchic[k]
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She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming down
She won't turn around
The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, the tears will not stop raining down

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

She won't make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything she's running from wants to give up and lie down.

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain

So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
Stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found

[CHORUS]
So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
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I love this song, because it takes that feeling that all of us have at one time or another, the fear of moving forward and taking another step, being so sad or depressed you just want to freak out and cry, but can't becaues you know if you start it won't ever stop. It takes that feeling and tells us to be strong, hold on and you'll make it through everything. Stand in the rain, because no one can see your tears, but once you're through you can come back to the world and though the only way out is through everything you were afraid of in the first place... Maybe now you'll have the strength to beat it.

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra Ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma Roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want you drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
A bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cuz you’re a criminal
As long as you’re mine
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertigo shtick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you’re sick
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you (’Cuz I’m a free bitch baby)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad romance
Your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk passion baby work it
I’m a free bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revenge
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
(Want your bad romance
I want your bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
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So, A) Lady GaGa is awesome. XD But B) I had a dream that played in my mind like the shoujo anime i've been watching, but of my life. It was really nice... I miss it now, I'm still waiting for the love stuff to happen in my life. =/ It would be kinda nice if I could live a while like my dream, happy and in love. But ya know, I gotta live with the life I've made, Right?

No Rain - Blind Melon

No Rain - Blind Melons
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
Escape......escape......escape......
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane
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Well, my life is pretty weird, but deep down, the substance of it, I would like someone to say to me "I'll always be there when you wake" Maybe that's just boring, but a little love in my life would be nice. I do read to stay awake and escape from the world I'm in. I love rain, and complain when there's none, and I always (depending on who you talk to - too much) Speak my mind, and in some people's minds it's not sane. But I'm me and love it, and I'm content to watch the puddles gather rain. =D

Thunder - Boys like Girls

Thuder - Boys like Girls
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Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
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This song is brought on by a couple of things. First is the damned rain that has left me with a never-ending pressure headache. =/ Second is I just love this song, it's really sweet. <3 But third (and the important one) is that sometimes i just feel like life is running away with me and there's nothing I can do about it. I've never liked feeling helpless, and I too often am. When it concerns other people there is often just... nothing you can do. But I think the message of the song is yeah, life drags you along by the belt loop, but i've got you, so bring it on.

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
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This applies two ways. One is my best friend. Not in any weird way, But she moved away and I really miss her, and it bothers me sometimes to live life without her here with me. We were always together, now... And the other was (also not weird) is I have another friend who is moving away, and I'm gonna miss 'em. I hate when my friends leave, it makes me sad. =(

Sorry about the break, my laptop decided no to connect to my internet anymore.

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
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You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
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Taylor swift is one of my guilty pleasures, And I totally relate to this song. I'm not perfect or classically pretty, I wear a lot of t-shirts and ill fitting jeans, I'm not in shape, I'm a bit obnoxious and never stop singing (can be good or bad depending on who you talk to)... I've never had a boyfriend, and I suppose I feel sometimes the one who gets to watch the happy endings (not literally, we're in high school) but never gets to have mine. I go to games, but only to hang out with my friends, I hate high heels, I listen to weird obscure music... But that's who I am. I am comfortable with that, I just wish sometimes that more people were I guess. Maybe that's a lot to ask, I'm not sure.

My biggest Quarrel with this song (Well more the video) is that.. Taylor Swift can't possibly pretend to be quaint and unattractive, even with her glasses and stuff, I mean, She's gorgeous, and can't even pretend otherwise. It just doesn't work like that. ^_^;;

Rose's Turn - Kurt Hummel

Rose's Turn - Kurt Hummel (Glee - Chris Colfer)
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All that work and what did it get me?
Why did I do it?
Scrapbooks full of me in the background.
Give 'em love and what does it get ya?
What does it get you
One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.
All your life and what does it get ya?
Thanks a lot and out with the garbage,
They take bows and you're battin zero

I had a dream
I dreamed it for you, Dad
It wasn't for me, Dad
And if it wasn't for me then where would you be,
Miss Rachel Berry

Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn
Don't I get a dream for myself
Starting now it's gonna be my turn.
Gangway, world, get off of my runway
Starting now I bat a thousand!
This time, boys I'm taking the bows and

Everything's coming up Kurt
Everything's coming up Hummel
Everything's coming up Kurt
This time for me (ha ha ha ha ha)
For me!
For me!
For me!
For me!
Fooooor meeeeeee!
Yeaaah!
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I love Glee first off. <3 it's the best. Plus I love Kurt, he's a really good character. and while he subscribes a bit to gay stereotypes, he's a really good character, and a great actor. ^_^ This song was really touching in the show, he was really upset and there's so much feeling in his singing, every single word he says he means. I connect with this song because i do feel like I try and try, and nothin ever works out. Give em love and what does it get ya? Very little...

Your Song - Ewan McGregor (Moulin Rouge)

Your Song - Ewan McGregor (Moulin Rouge)
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(Christian Speaking)
It's a little bit funny
This feeling inside
I'm not one of those people
Who can easily hide

I don't have much money,
But boy if I did
I'd buy a big house
Where we both could live.

If I was a sculptor, (but then again no)
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show

I know its not much,
But it's the best I can do

(Starts Singing)
My gift is my song
And this one's for you.

And you can tell everybody
That this is your song.
It may be quite simple but
Now that it's done.

Hope you don't mind,I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world.

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss.
Well some of these verses
Well they, they got me quite cross.
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song.

It's for people like you
That keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting,
But these things I do.
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue.
Anyway the thing is,
What I really mean,
Yours are the sweetest eyes
I've ever seen.

And you can tell everybody
That this is your song.
It may be quite simple,but
Now that it's done.

I hope you don't mind,I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world!
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I'm still looking for the person who makes my life so wonderful, I can't wait to find them. This song is so beautiful, it makes my heart smile. =,) (plus Moulin Rouge is an Amazing Movie)

Pokemon Theme

Pokemon Theme
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I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause
I will travel across the land
Searching far and wide
Teach Pokemon to understand
The power that's inside
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Pokemon!
Ooooh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
Our hearts so true
Our courage will pull us through
You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Yeeaa.
Every challenge along the way
With courage I can face
I will battle everyday
To claim my rightful place
Come with me the time is right
There's no better team
Arm in arm we'll win the fight
It's always been our dream
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Pokemon!
Ooooh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
Our hearts so true
Our courage will pull us through
You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Yeeeaa!
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Yeah, I had an Anime Marathon today and we played a lot of diferent stuff, paying attention to very little, but we all very loudly sang along to the pokemon theme song. ^_^ friends can always make good times out of the simplest things. <3

Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Glee Cast

Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Glee Cast
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Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There’s a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can’t I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can’t I?
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I stayed up till three AM watching Glee with My dad tonight, The end made me all teary. ^_^, I love that show. <3 This song is cheezy and over-uesd, but I love it anyway. My choir did it last year for spring show, And I fully believe that if you have a dream, something to hope and wish for, something to strive through hardships and the pig-headedness of the rest of the human race to get to, go for it, with everything you have. Believe in yourself and those you care about, And maybe then the Dreams that you Dared to Dream really will come true.

<3

Wake me up when September ends - Green Day

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
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Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
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I picked this one, because i feel like during summer it's the time where everyone loses touch, friends grow apart, friends fight, I hate it. Sometimes I definitely wish i could go back to school. It's simpler, because even if you fight you know exactly where you're going and what you're doing, no sitting around and wallowing, you have things to do and people to see who won't let you get depressed, but if you sit at home all day, that'a much harder...

There for you - Flyleaf

There for You - Flyleaf
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Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again

I wanna be there for you
someone you can come to
runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
The sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry

I wanna be there for you
someone you can come to
runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

'cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
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This is me and my best friend's song, I'm worried about her, she's in the hospital again this weekend two states away from me. I wish more than anything I was there for her, and I love her. So, this has been on my mind.
I also have another friend who is being weird, she won't talk to anyone, she insists she's ok, but hates one word texts and most of what she's replying is one to three words if at all. I'm worried, I know something's wrong but I don't know what...

Please Don't Leave Me - Pink

Please Don't Leave Me - Pink
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Da da da I could cut you into piecesda
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I don't know if I can yell any louder,
How many times have I kicked you out of here?
Or said something insulting?

Da da da da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I can cut you into pieces,
When my heart is, broken.

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
I've never been this nasty,
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby I don't mean it,
I mean it, I promise

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
(Don't leave me)
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I can't be without,
You're my perfect little punching bag,
And I need you,
I'm sorry.

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da

Please, please don't leave me
Baby, please don't leave me (no, don't leave me)
Please don't leave me
(I always say) I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me, (Yeah)
Please don't leave me
(I) I always say how I don't need you,
But it's always gonna come right back to this,
(Please, Please) Please don't leave me,
Baby, please, please don't leave me.

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It's funny, when you hear the song if you know the rest of Pink's works, you really wonder where this came from. It doesn't fit, it sounds like she's pleading, which is something she doesn't do generally. But then... You watch the Video. O.O http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eocCPDxKq1o It's freaking Weird. I love her. XD I guess this song gets to me because i've been left by friends a lot, and I just wish someone would stay by me through everything, as i've been with everyone else.

Day Five - Shine

Sorry for the delay, our internet went down, i'm signal jacking now to post this. This is another one i wrote. =)

Shine
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Every single thing you do is magic
every little touch well yeah it's fame
every single word you know you're sayin
baby well it's like i'll go insane
cuz I can't stand this
And i won't take this
*Chorus*
Cuz baby baby baby you know - that you're - the one - for me
You know - that you're - my everything
And I won't let you go
I'm gonna let it show
I'm gonna let this Shi~ine!
*Chorus end*
When I walk the town I see you're face it's never you - it's never you
When I walk around I hear my name it's never you it's never you~u
And I don't know... If i can bear...
To live another day without you~
*Chorus*
*Chorus*
Shine, shine shine baby
Shine, shine shine baby - Oohoho
Shine, shine shine baby
Shine, shine shine baby - Heyeah
(Rpt to fade out)

Day Three - The Rising

The Rising: Bruce Springstein

Can't see nothin' in front of me
Can't see nothin' coming up behind
I make my way through this darkness
I can't feel nothing but this chain that binds me
Lost track of how far I've gone
How far I've gone, how high I've climbed
On my back's a sixty pound stone
On my shoulder a half mile line

Come on up for the rising
Com on up, lay your hands in mine
Come on up for the rising
Come on up for the rising tonight

Left the house this morning
Bells ringing filled the air
Wearin' the cross of my calling
On wheels of fire I come rollin' down here

Come on up for the rising
Come on up, lay your hands in mine
Come on up for the rising
Come on up for the rising tonight

Li,li, li,li,li,li, li,li,li

Spirits above and behind me
Faces gone, black eyes burnin' bright
May their precious blood forever bind me
Lord as I stand before your fiery light

Li,li, li,li,li,li, li,li,li

I see you Mary in the garden
In the garden of a thousand sighs
There's holy pictures of our children
Dancin' in a sky filled with light
May I feel your arms around me
May I feel your blood mix with mine
A dream of life comes to me
Like a catfish dancin' on the end of the line

Sky of blackness and sorrow (a dream of life)
Sky of love, sky of tears (a dream of life)
Sky of glory and sadness (a dream of life)
Sky of mercy, sky of fear (a dream of life)
Sky of memory and shadow (a dream of life)
Your burnin' wind fills my arms tonight
Sky of longing and emptiness (a dream of life)
Sky of fullness, sky of blessed life (a dream of life)

Come on up for the rising
Come on up, lay your hands in mine
Come on up for the rising
Come on up for the rising tonight

Li,li, li,li,li,li, li,li,li

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This song is the last one we did with my choir at the end of our spring show last year. Everyone did it, my friends and I all held hands and Threw up the hand-sign for Li, it was so much fun. Matt and I were singing this on the bus to sing at graduation with Acapella, and it's been stuck in my head. =) Thought I'd share this one today. ^_^

Day Two - At Your Side

"At Your Side" - The Corrs

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side

I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side

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This came out in 2000, not a lot of people know of the Corrs, but i really like them. They're mellow but still have something to say. I picked this one because... Well everyone has problems, but everyone should have someone they can go to for help in a time of need. One time i was talking to a friend, and they said "Sorry to drop this on your doorstep." My only response was "My door is always open" =) I'm always gonna be here for my friends, as long as i am able, and sometimes i think people need reminding. ^_^

Hopeless Romantic

To start of the blog, one i wrote called Hopeless Romantic. =)

Hopeless Romantic
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When I see - Your face
It brings a light to the dark
When I see - Your smile
It brings hope to the pain
and it makes me makes me makes me remember
That maybe everything'll be - O - K
*Chorus
Cuz I'm - a - Hopeless hopeless hopeless Romantic
All - I - Need is you to light up my Li~i~ife
Cuz I'm - a - Hopeless hopeless hopeless Romantic
All - I - Need is your lovin me
Cuz I Cry~y~y - in the night
But I~I~I will always always always remember - You~u
*Chorus End
Cuz i spend so much Ti~me
And i'm wa~a~aiting - for a light - in my life
Cuz i kno~o~ow it won't be you
No not anymore
*Chorus
Seems like everything I'm waiting for
won't - come - true
And it's never you, it's never you it's never you
*Chorus
A~always remember - You~u

I actually wrote this just today, Inspired by my friends and one of the characters in the story I'm writing. I am a Hopeless Romantic, but yeah. I hope you like it, comments are nice if you read this. Sorry about the dashes and squiggles,it's how i remember where the pauses and drawing out of words go, and i thought it might help you imagine where it goes. ^_^

This blog...

is a place for posting lyrics and songs that touch or inspire you, i know music has helped me through the dark parts of my life, so I'd like to extend that help to anyone else out there who's been helped through by music. If you'd be interested in authoring as well please send me an email at lauren.badkitty@gmail.com and I'll let you know. It's set up in a way that you post the lyrics or a clip of lyrics from a song, and after explain why that song. It can be stuff we write or stuff that exists, really anything. Enjoy!