Thursday, August 19, 2010

When it all falls Apart - The Veronicas

When it all falls Apart - The Veronicas
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I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

'cause baby

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream
'cause baby

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No



Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up
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(I'm doin a second due to the fail lack of posting recently. X3)
So, everyone has those days. Those days where everything just SUCKS. Where nothing goes your way, every little thing drives absolutely mad. And that's all made worse if you don't have someone to rant to and complain about how bad your day was, and often... Get to the deeper issue hiding behind the mood that often causes the bad day.
Then afterward there's always regrets or frustrations, like... Why did I do that? Why DIDN'T I do that? (And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead) ) And that always inevitably makes the day, that you didn't think was possible, worse.

The Geeks Get the Girls - American Hi-Fi

The Geeks Get the Girls - American Hi-Fi
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Another Friday night, to get the feeling right
At the bar when he sees her coming over
What you gonna do, if she walks up to you
Tongue tied better get yourself together
Pound another drink, to give him time to think
What's your sign hey I think you know a friend of mine
All the stupid lines, that he had ever heard
Wouldn't come to mind he couldn't say a word

Tonight tonight, he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

Got her holding steady, forget her name already
Sweatin' hard not a smooth operator
She's got it going on, dancing to her favorite song
He's got the line is it your place or mine
She turns and walks away, where did he go wrong?
But waiting by the car, she says what took you so long

Tonight tonight, he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

The very next day, he guessed she ran away
The one and only in his bed so lonely
But she comes walking in, with coffee and a grin
Crazy as it seems, it wasn't just a dream
And all around the world, people shout it out
The geeks got the girl

Last night he finally got it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
Shout it all around the world 'cause the geeks get the girls
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Hahaha, so this song is awesome, And I think it's totally right. I mean, Most of my friends are geeks, and They are so much nicer than most guys. And it's like... A lot of guys just Expect stuff. They just know it's gonna happen, but the surprise (Crazy as it seems, it wasn't just a dream) is totally true. I don't quite like at the end calling the geek Loser and Freak, but I think he's just speaking for what the rest of the world thinks, like he's just proving them wrong. ;)
Plus... I'm a geek, so it's like reversed for me, but this is just a really sweet song. :3

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Catch me - Demi Lovato

Catch Me - Demi Lovato
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Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So i can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while i sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where im falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
But here i go
Its what i feel
and for the first time in my life i know its real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've get me smiling in my sleep
And i can see this unraveling
And your love is where im falling
So please don't catch me

And if this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up
So just catch me
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Ok... so this song is By Demi Lovato... A disney star, but I really like it... it's really catching, and I feel like that about now. ^_^ It's a really sweet song, the lyrics are clever, I really like it! I'm staying at Nilsa's house for Camp, and she showed it to me, it's been stuck in my head all week. P= "You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep..." I seriously like... Can't sleep I can't stop thinking about everything. P= (well, that and It's too much like a sleepover and Nilsa and I can't stop talking. XD Lol. But yea... >.<)

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble

Haven't Met You Yet- Michael Buble
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I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Hmmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Hmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get

Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
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Totally agree with this song, I know that I could love someone fully and be great with someone, I just... haven't found that person who makes me that person, who I could become that for. "I Guess It's Half Time, And The Other Half's Luck" and I just... Haven't met you yet.
Can't wait till I do

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Always look on the bright side of life-From Monty Python's Life of Brian

Always look on the bright side of life (From Monty Python's Life of Brian)
words and music by Eric Idle
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Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...
For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath
Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...
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I love the sarcastic edge of this song, Monty Python is great that way. It's really true though, life sucks, death sucks worse, deal with it and be happy. My favorite part is this here - "Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it, Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true. You'll see it's all a show. Keep 'em laughing as you go, Just remember that the last laugh is on you." It's very true. 

Always try to look on the bright side. I mean, what's the point in wallowing and being sad when you only have so much life to live? Why spend all your time in some pit of despair, just... - "If life seems jolly rotten, There's something you've forgotten, And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing"

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Say Anything - Good Charlotte

Say Anything - Good Charlotte
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Here I am on
The phone again and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know
The sound of a smile
In your voice
But right now
All I feel
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
And now I'm wondering
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We made noise till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
Down, down, down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

(Please) Don't say a word
I know you feel the same (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
(Please) Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
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I picked this song... because I feel like me and my best friend - the closest person to me in the whole world - my sister, if not by blood - are growing apart... And it kills me because she's always been the most important thing to me in the world, and it's like she just doesn't care anymore... About anything but her half-cocked internet relationships. About every few months I get fed up and try to work things out, we have a really long talk/almost fight, and we both make promises, things look like they will be better, and they never are. But I really care about her and I can't lose her. I don't know who I would be without her. My friends don't even know how to describe me without her. I miss her... But I feel like she just doesn't care.
On the advice of another friend I am trying to back off for a while... Give her a chance to miss me... But I don't know how to do this... I don't know what my life is without her, I wouldn't be ME without her. But... She can't even put in the effort to call me once in a while, or even text me back. She says how much she cares, but... I have trouble believing her...
It's like nothing matters to her anymore. She says she's trying to work through some shit and cna't deal with extra drama, but Not everything about me is drama. And she, instead of telling me ANYTHING, was avoiding me. And that kills me. How do I do this? How do I live without you? You've always been the one I can run to for help, but Now I can't. You won't even respond. I will always care about you, but... I need my best friend. And if you don't care anymore... You have to tell me so I can stop waiting.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Penny's Song - Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Penny's Song
Music by Jed Whedon
Lyrics by Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon
Performed by Felicia Day
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Here’s a story of a girl
Who grew up lost and lonely
Thinking love was fairytale
And trouble was made only for me

Even in the darkness
Every color can be found
And every day of rain
Brings water flowing
To things growing in the ground

Grief replaced with pity
For a city barely coping
Dreams are easy to achieve
If hope is all I’m hoping to be

Anytime you’re hurt there’s one
Who has it worse around
And every drop of rain
Will keep you growing
Seeds you’re sowing in the ground

So keep your head up Billy, buddy
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Well, thre's always my first note of, Dr. Horrible Is amazing. It's sad, but really good. Joss Whedon is a brilliant person. But anyways. I picked this one because I fell like this a lot. It's the two conflicting sides of me, the one who is dismal and feels like Love is a fairytale never meant to happen to me though I want it dearly. Who feels like People always say you can be or do whatever you want, but if you tell someone you want to be something that isn't practical, they all oppose and tell you to do something better. I mean... being a musician for example, you have no guarantee that you can make it, no guarantee of anything, so dreams are easy to achieve, if all you want to do is hope. But then there's the other side of me who knows there are always people who have it worse off, who are more hurt than you. Even in the darkness every color can be found, you can still see everything that's been good when you're in the darkest places in your mind, or your life. You just have to believe, hope, know that if you really believe and try things can and will get better, and you can have your dream, or the fairytale love.

But sometimes it gets hard to believe. Just gotta keep Hoping.