Veronicas Medley

Ok... I know it's been forever, but I've been listening to the Veronicas a lot lately, good blasting and drowning out the world music, so here's a medeley of some of my favorite parts from their songs. :)

From "Everything I'm not"
"Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up"

From "Revolution"
"If you knew me at all
You'd take my picture
And you'd hang it on your wall

Hold on tight
I am - I'm a revolution
Close your eyes
I am, I am -  I'll blow your mind
I am - I'm a revolution
Why do I have to explain
Who I am again and again"

From "Revenge Is Sweeter (Than You Ever Were)"

"Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me"

From "Mouth Shut"
"Won't keep my mouth shut anymore
I've had my share of closing doors
Now I know I'm not afraid
I know exactly what you'll say
But I'm sorry it's too late"

From "Heavily Broken"
"Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do"

 From "I Could Get Used To This"
"You love the songs I write
You like the movies I like
There must be some kind of twist
But I could get used to this

Because you listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this"

 From "This is How it Feels"
"Wasn't it me you didn't want?
Wasn't it me who was hanging on?
Now I'm done but before I go I want you to know ...

This is how it feels
When you wait for a call that never comes
Are you waking up 'cause you miss someone?
This is how it feels
When the trust you had is broken,
And your left to burn with your heart wide open"

From "In Another Life"
"I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life"

From "All I Have"
"Your love for me was always there
Maybe too much for me to care
Now that I know I messed it up
I'd give my all to take it back

'Cause you're all I have
When the world comes down on me
You're the one I love
And I'm begging you to see
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are the one I love
You are, you are, you're all I have"

 From "When it all Falls Apart"
"Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)"


I really love the Veronicas, they sound so good loud, they are angry enough to be good hating the world, and sad enough to wallow, and hopeful enough to get back up. They have a very similar view I do except with just a bit more anger and vengance. I have those feelings occasionally but don't tend to act on them. And usuall I just feel bad... >< But I love their stuff and they always make me feel better.

Get Sad, Get Mad, Get Better.

Say Anything - Good Charlotte

Say Anything - Good Charlotte
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Here I am on
The phone again and
Awkward silence is
On the other end

I used to know
The sound of a smile
In your voice
But right now
All I feel
Is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
And now I'm wondering
If things'll ever change, yeah

When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We made noise till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind (on my mind)
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time (after time, after time)

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' down
Down, down, down

Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

(Please) Don't say a word
I know you feel the same (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
(Please) Please don't walk away
I know you want to stay (don't leave)
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
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I picked this song... because I feel like me and my best friend - the closest person to me in the whole world - my sister, if not by blood - are growing apart... And it kills me because she's always been the most important thing to me in the world, and it's like she just doesn't care anymore... About anything but her half-cocked internet relationships. About every few months I get fed up and try to work things out, we have a really long talk/almost fight, and we both make promises, things look like they will be better, and they never are. But I really care about her and I can't lose her. I don't know who I would be without her. My friends don't even know how to describe me without her. I miss her... But I feel like she just doesn't care.
On the advice of another friend I am trying to back off for a while... Give her a chance to miss me... But I don't know how to do this... I don't know what my life is without her, I wouldn't be ME without her. But... She can't even put in the effort to call me once in a while, or even text me back. She says how much she cares, but... I have trouble believing her...
It's like nothing matters to her anymore. She says she's trying to work through some shit and cna't deal with extra drama, but Not everything about me is drama. And she, instead of telling me ANYTHING, was avoiding me. And that kills me. How do I do this? How do I live without you? You've always been the one I can run to for help, but Now I can't. You won't even respond. I will always care about you, but... I need my best friend. And if you don't care anymore... You have to tell me so I can stop waiting.

Penny's Song - Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Penny's Song
Music by Jed Whedon
Lyrics by Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon
Performed by Felicia Day
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Here’s a story of a girl
Who grew up lost and lonely
Thinking love was fairytale
And trouble was made only for me

Even in the darkness
Every color can be found
And every day of rain
Brings water flowing
To things growing in the ground

Grief replaced with pity
For a city barely coping
Dreams are easy to achieve
If hope is all I’m hoping to be

Anytime you’re hurt there’s one
Who has it worse around
And every drop of rain
Will keep you growing
Seeds you’re sowing in the ground

So keep your head up Billy, buddy
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Well, thre's always my first note of, Dr. Horrible Is amazing. It's sad, but really good. Joss Whedon is a brilliant person. But anyways. I picked this one because I fell like this a lot. It's the two conflicting sides of me, the one who is dismal and feels like Love is a fairytale never meant to happen to me though I want it dearly. Who feels like People always say you can be or do whatever you want, but if you tell someone you want to be something that isn't practical, they all oppose and tell you to do something better. I mean... being a musician for example, you have no guarantee that you can make it, no guarantee of anything, so dreams are easy to achieve, if all you want to do is hope. But then there's the other side of me who knows there are always people who have it worse off, who are more hurt than you. Even in the darkness every color can be found, you can still see everything that's been good when you're in the darkest places in your mind, or your life. You just have to believe, hope, know that if you really believe and try things can and will get better, and you can have your dream, or the fairytale love.

But sometimes it gets hard to believe. Just gotta keep Hoping.

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra Ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma Roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want you drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
A bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cuz you’re a criminal
As long as you’re mine
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertigo shtick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you’re sick
I want your love
Love love love
I want your love

You know that I want you (’Cuz I’m a free bitch baby)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad romance
Your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Caught in a bad romance
Ra ra-ah-ah-ah
Roma roma-ma
GaGa
Oh la-la
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk fashion baby work it
Move that bitch c-razy
Walk walk passion baby work it
I’m a free bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revenge
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
(Want your bad romance
I want your bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and
All your lover’s revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
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So, A) Lady GaGa is awesome. XD But B) I had a dream that played in my mind like the shoujo anime i've been watching, but of my life. It was really nice... I miss it now, I'm still waiting for the love stuff to happen in my life. =/ It would be kinda nice if I could live a while like my dream, happy and in love. But ya know, I gotta live with the life I've made, Right?

No Rain - Blind Melon

No Rain - Blind Melons
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
Escape......escape......escape......
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane
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Well, my life is pretty weird, but deep down, the substance of it, I would like someone to say to me "I'll always be there when you wake" Maybe that's just boring, but a little love in my life would be nice. I do read to stay awake and escape from the world I'm in. I love rain, and complain when there's none, and I always (depending on who you talk to - too much) Speak my mind, and in some people's minds it's not sane. But I'm me and love it, and I'm content to watch the puddles gather rain. =D

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
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You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me
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Taylor swift is one of my guilty pleasures, And I totally relate to this song. I'm not perfect or classically pretty, I wear a lot of t-shirts and ill fitting jeans, I'm not in shape, I'm a bit obnoxious and never stop singing (can be good or bad depending on who you talk to)... I've never had a boyfriend, and I suppose I feel sometimes the one who gets to watch the happy endings (not literally, we're in high school) but never gets to have mine. I go to games, but only to hang out with my friends, I hate high heels, I listen to weird obscure music... But that's who I am. I am comfortable with that, I just wish sometimes that more people were I guess. Maybe that's a lot to ask, I'm not sure.

My biggest Quarrel with this song (Well more the video) is that.. Taylor Swift can't possibly pretend to be quaint and unattractive, even with her glasses and stuff, I mean, She's gorgeous, and can't even pretend otherwise. It just doesn't work like that. ^_^;;

Rose's Turn - Kurt Hummel

Rose's Turn - Kurt Hummel (Glee - Chris Colfer)
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All that work and what did it get me?
Why did I do it?
Scrapbooks full of me in the background.
Give 'em love and what does it get ya?
What does it get you
One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.
All your life and what does it get ya?
Thanks a lot and out with the garbage,
They take bows and you're battin zero

I had a dream
I dreamed it for you, Dad
It wasn't for me, Dad
And if it wasn't for me then where would you be,
Miss Rachel Berry

Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn
Don't I get a dream for myself
Starting now it's gonna be my turn.
Gangway, world, get off of my runway
Starting now I bat a thousand!
This time, boys I'm taking the bows and

Everything's coming up Kurt
Everything's coming up Hummel
Everything's coming up Kurt
This time for me (ha ha ha ha ha)
For me!
For me!
For me!
For me!
Fooooor meeeeeee!
Yeaaah!
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I love Glee first off. <3 it's the best. Plus I love Kurt, he's a really good character. and while he subscribes a bit to gay stereotypes, he's a really good character, and a great actor. ^_^ This song was really touching in the show, he was really upset and there's so much feeling in his singing, every single word he says he means. I connect with this song because i do feel like I try and try, and nothin ever works out. Give em love and what does it get ya? Very little...

Your Song - Ewan McGregor (Moulin Rouge)

Your Song - Ewan McGregor (Moulin Rouge)
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(Christian Speaking)
It's a little bit funny
This feeling inside
I'm not one of those people
Who can easily hide

I don't have much money,
But boy if I did
I'd buy a big house
Where we both could live.

If I was a sculptor, (but then again no)
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show

I know its not much,
But it's the best I can do

(Starts Singing)
My gift is my song
And this one's for you.

And you can tell everybody
That this is your song.
It may be quite simple but
Now that it's done.

Hope you don't mind,I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world.

Sat on the roof
And I kicked off the moss.
Well some of these verses
Well they, they got me quite cross.
But the sun's been kind
While I wrote this song.

It's for people like you
That keep it turned on.

So excuse me forgetting,
But these things I do.
You see I've forgotten
If they're green or they're blue.
Anyway the thing is,
What I really mean,
Yours are the sweetest eyes
I've ever seen.

And you can tell everybody
That this is your song.
It may be quite simple,but
Now that it's done.

I hope you don't mind,I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world!
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I'm still looking for the person who makes my life so wonderful, I can't wait to find them. This song is so beautiful, it makes my heart smile. =,) (plus Moulin Rouge is an Amazing Movie)

Pokemon Theme

Pokemon Theme
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I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause
I will travel across the land
Searching far and wide
Teach Pokemon to understand
The power that's inside
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Pokemon!
Ooooh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
Our hearts so true
Our courage will pull us through
You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Yeeaa.
Every challenge along the way
With courage I can face
I will battle everyday
To claim my rightful place
Come with me the time is right
There's no better team
Arm in arm we'll win the fight
It's always been our dream
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
It's you and me
I know it's my destiny
Pokemon!
Ooooh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all--
Our hearts so true
Our courage will pull us through
You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Gotta catch 'em all!
Yeeeaa!
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Yeah, I had an Anime Marathon today and we played a lot of diferent stuff, paying attention to very little, but we all very loudly sang along to the pokemon theme song. ^_^ friends can always make good times out of the simplest things. <3

Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Glee Cast

Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Glee Cast
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Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There’s a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I’ll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That’s where you’ll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can’t I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can’t I?
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I stayed up till three AM watching Glee with My dad tonight, The end made me all teary. ^_^, I love that show. <3 This song is cheezy and over-uesd, but I love it anyway. My choir did it last year for spring show, And I fully believe that if you have a dream, something to hope and wish for, something to strive through hardships and the pig-headedness of the rest of the human race to get to, go for it, with everything you have. Believe in yourself and those you care about, And maybe then the Dreams that you Dared to Dream really will come true.

<3

There for you - Flyleaf

There for You - Flyleaf
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Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again

I wanna be there for you
someone you can come to
runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
The sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry

I wanna be there for you
someone you can come to
runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you

'cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to

I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
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This is me and my best friend's song, I'm worried about her, she's in the hospital again this weekend two states away from me. I wish more than anything I was there for her, and I love her. So, this has been on my mind.
I also have another friend who is being weird, she won't talk to anyone, she insists she's ok, but hates one word texts and most of what she's replying is one to three words if at all. I'm worried, I know something's wrong but I don't know what...

Please Don't Leave Me - Pink

Please Don't Leave Me - Pink
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Da da da I could cut you into piecesda
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I don't know if I can yell any louder,
How many times have I kicked you out of here?
Or said something insulting?

Da da da da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I can cut you into pieces,
When my heart is, broken.

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
I've never been this nasty,
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby I don't mean it,
I mean it, I promise

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
(Don't leave me)
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I can't be without,
You're my perfect little punching bag,
And I need you,
I'm sorry.

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da

Please, please don't leave me
Baby, please don't leave me (no, don't leave me)
Please don't leave me
(I always say) I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me, (Yeah)
Please don't leave me
(I) I always say how I don't need you,
But it's always gonna come right back to this,
(Please, Please) Please don't leave me,
Baby, please, please don't leave me.

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It's funny, when you hear the song if you know the rest of Pink's works, you really wonder where this came from. It doesn't fit, it sounds like she's pleading, which is something she doesn't do generally. But then... You watch the Video. O.O http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eocCPDxKq1o It's freaking Weird. I love her. XD I guess this song gets to me because i've been left by friends a lot, and I just wish someone would stay by me through everything, as i've been with everyone else.

Day Two - At Your Side

"At Your Side" - The Corrs

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side

I'll be at your side
I'll be at your side
You know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm at your side

I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side

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This came out in 2000, not a lot of people know of the Corrs, but i really like them. They're mellow but still have something to say. I picked this one because... Well everyone has problems, but everyone should have someone they can go to for help in a time of need. One time i was talking to a friend, and they said "Sorry to drop this on your doorstep." My only response was "My door is always open" =) I'm always gonna be here for my friends, as long as i am able, and sometimes i think people need reminding. ^_^